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when i think about what i'm going to be in the next 5 years, i was numb for words.

i have nothing to say about my future, my plans, and what i'm going to do next.

whenever ppl ask me "what do you actually wan to be?" i think and think but still no outcome. last time i did have alot in mind. in fact, i wanted to be a design engineer. but up till now, i dun think i still wan to be one anymore.

every job has its pros and cons. no matter what i choose to be, i will still face the same problem in life. now that i'm a planner, i dun think i wan to be stuck as a planner thru out my life. i wan to try out for other jobs. i wan to improve on my qualifications. i wan to learn new things instead of doing the same thing every week. rushing for monday to sumbit my hardcopies. now that i'm more stable in my work, i feel that i'm hen-ta-ta-ki. meaning walking at the pace that i'm not moving.

my attendance had been getting from bad to worse. i was late almost everyday and this morning i oversleep, not hearing my alarm, and even when ppl smsed me i oso cannot hear. whats wrong with me now?

today i think about what are the things that i wan to do and achieve in life?


1. a healthy lifestyle